GIVING AND LIVING

A story that i came across and want to share with you all " A STORY OF GIVING AND LIVING" A story of a rich Goan landlord who once asked his parish priest - " why does everybody call me stingy when everyone knows that when i die i will leave everything that i have to this church?" the priest said; there was once a pig and a cow in this village. this puzzled the pig. the pig said to the cow, people speak warmly of your good nature and your helpful attitude. they think you are genrous because each day you give them milk, butter and cheese. but what about me? i give them everything i have, i give them the famous goa sausages, bacon and ham. i also provide ingredientsfor sorpotel yet no one likes me. why is that? the priest continued ' do you know what the cow answered? the cow said "perhaps its because i give while i am still living"

NONU AND DALU

People called me keyboard but my husband called me Dalu. Today he is no longer there with me people called him laptop screen but I called him Nonu. But today his place is empty. I remember 5 years back when we both met it was love at first sight. I felt I got married when a chord connected me to him. He and I came alive together we complimented each other perfectly. In five years we never got separated we didn't even argue. In this five years we read beautiful mails together some were funny, some were romantic, some were happy while some were sad. We went through all the emotions. We visited many sites but at times he was burdened with a lot of junk files and I would pray those days that the junk should get cleared from his head as it would trouble him and I couldn't see him in pain. We even traveled far and wide. It would be fun to visit new places regularly. But the memories of my favorite place are Dubai as we had gone there for our honeymoon there. They say life has unexpected turns in the same fashion our beautiful life took unexpected turn when we met with an accident. I got saved but Nonu was hurt. I cried for two days as nobody came to check him he was just blank I knew he was in coma. I was very worried I prayed hard and then god sent our doctor whom people call as computer engineer but even after the necessary treatment Nonu was not completely alright all of a sudden he would start shivering and our master would say oh my god screen is flickering, I tried my best to tell him everything will be fine but he knew he would never be the same he would get sudden blackouts and I would not know what to do. Our doctor had regular visits at our house I would pray day and night I didn't want to loose him but I had learnt the divine has his own rules for us we are just puppets in his hand. Nonu knew that he would have to leave me soon and I would keep telling him what I will do after you I cannot even think of a life without you. He would keep saying that you will not be lonely. I would always think why he says like this did he think that I didn't love him so much that I would die without him. One day he had a sudden black out and then he didn't come back to life. A few days after his death I was sitting with my master and watching a programme on television with my master in that programme they spoke about good spirits becoming an angel and I knew then that my Nonu has become an angel. Suddenly I saw the doctor I wondered when Nonu is not there why is the doctor come again is there anyway that he can get my Nonu back but he himself said that Nonu can never come back what is it that he has got in that box. I heard the doctor saying "sir new screen" I cried to Nonu where are you Nonu how can you let me get attached to somebody else but then I softly heard a whisper saying that its me Nonu and I have chosen this new screen for you so that you are not left alone and he said that he will always be with me as my guiding angel. I replied to him saying that Nonu I don't think so I will be able to accept this new relationship but Nonu in his own way whispered I know Dalu but time is a big healer and I will live with peace in this new world only if I see you smile and for my sake you have to move ahead and tie the knot again. Before I could reply anything divine tied the knot between me and Knot it is now six months I love Raahil but no one can replace my love my feelings for Nonu

THE PARALLAX

I see you in the distance,
I gaze at you everyday.
If only i had the courage to speak to you,
I wouldnt know what to say.

I see you in the corridor,
your arm grazes mine.
The thought you are so near,
sends shivers down my spine.

I see you with your friends,
and i know we' ll never be.
Thus my heart remains locked forever,
and you hold the key.

I see us walking on the beach
holding hand in hand,
feet sinking in the sand.
I know its just a dream
cause you are far out of reach.

PAPA....ARE YOU THERE?

My papa, my love my life,
Without whom I cannot survive.
I know you are there for me,
I can feel but cannot see.
I can feel you around,
I can hear your sound.
Your absence hurts me,
Your angelic presence can't heal my wound.
My eyes were filled with tears,
My life was surrounded with fear.
Just then I saw a ray of light,
It was you, my Angel shining so bright.
I wondered is it really you?
Is my belief false or is it true?
Just then you called out my name,
My heart started hurting, I know you feel the same.
I I asked, till when can I see you?
You smiled and said that depends on your point of view
He said, "I pledge I will be with you till end"
Because I am not only your papa but even your friend